
Meanwhile, a masked figure is lingering outside the car door.

Suddenly, Urie flashes back to shared laughter on late-night drives that descend into arguments before they’ve ever arrived. “Any beat from your heart gets me through the night/You’re my love, you’re my death, you’re my alibi/Say this isn’t goodbye.” “A lady comes and tells me that I’ve got to leave/Right away everybody is the enemy/Deep breaths from the room where I watch you lie,” he sings on the Seventies-channeling soft rock track. While Urie tries to keep his focus on the road while driving, his mind won’t stop conjuring the image of a woman in the backseat of his car who fades as quickly as she arrives. Better now then never.In the music video for their latest single, “Don’t Let The Light Go Out,” Panic! at the Disco’s Brendon Urie is haunted by the looming presence of grief stemming from a relationship that hasn’t yet died. That that would be the only thing to fix it. TL DR: Brendon felt as if he was alone, with many mistakes, and that he was worth nothing, and that having someone there would make the best of it. The lyrics saying that the hard past is where his mistakes were, that the lights are watching him fall apart.Īnd the rest of the lyrics are "Oh-woahs" or repeats of the ones above. That he isn't worthless.Ī heavy heart on the boulevard tonight, ohh/ Shooting stars watch me fall apart tonight, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh I need a little sympathy/ To sore my insecurities "So I'm taking every chance I got/ like the man I know I'm not" he doesn't really believe in himself, but he wants to make himself better. distract me." "Heavy heart to hold me down/ once it falls apart my heads in the clouds" saying that it would be hard to do it, but once it was done, it would be as if he was free. I've got my heavy heart to hold me down/ Once it falls apart my head's in the clouds/ So I'm taking every chance I got/ Like the man I know I'm not/Ĭould be interpreted to mean "I don't want to remember, black these things out for me. Taken alone, these would probably mean sex. Turn off the lights, turn off the lights/ Turn on the show for me tonight or that you should stay in the moment, not worrying about the past (the devil won't leave him alone, remember?) I think I'll figure it out with a little more time/ But who needs time. Presuming it's the same Boulevard that ( ) refers to, it COULD mean, "It's a long hard path, and so sometimes you have to light the way." That if you expect too much, nothing will ever work. I set my expectations high/ So nothing ever comes out rightĪre rather self explanatory. That his mistakes are holding him back, instead of his opinion of himself. That what he does is more important than what he thinks of himself, and it weighs down on him. Says that things ARE haunting him, and have more worth than his self image. Our consciences are always so much heavier than our egos I'm always going to have to live with them.

they're NEVER going to let me be in peace. It's almost like I found a friend/ Who's in it for the bitter end "I got so sick of being on my own/ Now the devil won't leave me alone"Ĭould have a meaning of, "I was tired of being alone, and made a couple of bad mistakes".
